Proyecto Mariposa - Butterfly Project

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Hola!

Como ya saben, estoy en periodo de abstinencia. Existe una forma maravillosa que puede llegar a eliminar las conductas autolesivas, el Proyecto Mariposa.  Es muy sencillo:

1. Cuando sientas la necesidad de cortarte toma un marcador y dibuja una mariposa en el lugar donde te autolesionas.

2. Dale un nombre a tu mariposa, el nombre de una persona a la que quieras mucho o alguien que quieres que se mejore.

3. La mariposa debe desaparecer sola, no la frotes.

4. Si te cortas antes de que haya desaparecido, la mariposa muere. Si no lo haces, vive. Tienes que intentar mantenerla con vida!

5. Si tienes más de una mariposa, al cortarte las matas a todas.

6. Aunque no te cortes, puedes dibujarte una mariposa para mostrar tu apoyo. Puedes darle el nombre de alguien que se autolesiona y se lo haces saber, esto podría ayudarla!

Los invito a que se unan a este proyecto de autoayuda, incluso a mi me ha funcionado. Envíen las fotos de sus mariposas y la desaparición de sus cicatrices. No lo olviden: Manténganse fuertes infinitamente.

Lunacy

Hi guys!

As you know, i´m in a forbearing period. There is a wonderful way that could take out self-harm behaviours: The Butterfly Project. It's very easy:

1. When you feel you need to cut yourself, take a marker and draw a butterfly where you cut.

2. Name your butterfly, with the name of a person you really love, or a person you want to get better.

3. The butterfly must disappear by itself, don't rub it.

4. If you cut before the butterfly disappears, it dies. If you don't do it, live. You must try to keep it alive!

5. If you have more than one butterfly and cut, all die.

6. Even you don't cut, you can draw a butterfly to show your support. You can name it as a person you know do self-harm and you tell him/her, it could help!

I invite you to support this self-help project, it have worked for me too. Send the photos of your butterflies and the scars disappearance. Don't forget: Infinite Stay Strong.

Lunacy

Ser descubierto - Catched

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Hola!

Ha pasado un tiempo. Lamento mucho la ausencia, pero ciertos acontecimientos merecen ser contados aquí. Hay 365 días en el año, pero justamente la semana pasada en mi cumpleaños fui descubierta. Mis padres vieron mi brazo, esa es la causa de mi ausencia. Me han vigilado bastante, sin comentar todo lo que dijeron al respecto. Tanto tiempo ocultándolo para que se dieran cuenta tan repentinamente. Ahora estoy en un tiempo de abstinencia hasta que dejen de vigilarme, y no se imaginan lo difícil que ha sido. ¿Sus familiares saben sobre sus autolesiones? Si algo puedo recomendarles es no permitir que los descubran, no imaginan el daño que les pueden causar a ellos.

Lunacy

Hi guys!

It have been a little while right? I'm sorry for that, but some events on the last days... I must tell you. There are 365 days in a year, but exactly the last week in my birthday i've been catched. My parents saw my arm, that's why i've been missing. They've been watching over me, without telling all the things they said about it. Too much time hiding it and they just saw it suddenly. Now i have to forbear my impulses until they leave me, and you can't imagine how difficult it is. Your family knows about your self-harm? You musn't be catched, you don't imagine how much you can hurt them.

Lunacy

Tips para esconder cortadas - Tips to hide cuts

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Hola!

Apuesto que para muchos de ustedes es difícil ocultar sus autolesiones, especialmente cortadas. Aquí les dejo una lista de lo que pueden hacer para que nadie se percate:

• Utiliza mangas largas: Esto es lo mejor que puedes hacer en caso de que cortes tus brazos (o pantalones largos si es en las piernas). El único problema es que en ocasiones hace mucho calor y la gente comienza a sospechar, pero mientras el clima sea frío siempre es bueno utilizar mangas largas.
• Aplica base: La base de maquillaje es mágica! Realmente no se nota si aplicas suficiente. Es muy útil en caso de que haga mucho calor.
• Vendas: Para los que están estudiando, la clase de Educación Física es terrible. En casos como este lo mejor es recurrir a los vendajes, y dices que tuviste un pequeño accidente, una lesión o algo similar. Hay muchas clases de vendas y no soy muy costosas, las consigues fácilmente en una farmacia.
• Pulseras: Utilizar manillas o pulseras es muy útil cuando solo cortas tus muñecas, así nadie se da cuenta fácilmente.
• Sonrisas falsas: Esto es lo mejor de todo, y también el propósito de este blog. Si sonríes NADIE se entera, solo sonríe aunque todo se derrumbe, demuestra que a pesar de todo puedes seguir sonriendo.

Lunacy

Hi Guys!

I guess for many of you is difficult to hide your self-harm, especially cuts. Here I give you a list of things you can do to hide it:

• Use long sleeves: This is the best you can do if you cut your arms (or long pants if it's in the legs). The only problem is that sometimes the climate is very hot and people start suspecting, but when the climate is cold it's good to use long sleeves.
• Apply base: Make-up base is magical! It's not noticeable if you apply enough. It is very useful if the climate is hot.
• Bandages: For the ones who are studying, Physical Education is terrible. In cases like this, the better is appeal to bandages, and says you had a little accident, an injury or something like that. There are too many tipes of bandages and are not expensive, you find it easily in a drugstore.
• Bracelets: Using bracelets is very useful when you cut just your wrists, so nobody notice easily.
• Fake Smiles: This is the best one, and the purpose of this blog too. If you smile NOBODY notices, just smile even your world is overthrowing, prove that you can keep smiling.

Lunacy

Maldita sociedad - Fucking society

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Hola!

Como ya he comentado anteriormente, me dan mucha curiosidad las cicatrices. A veces las personas creen que estamos locos por lastimarnos, pero son ellos los locos que no pueden entender. Me pregunto, ¿por qué se cortan ustedes? (Recuerden compartirme sus historias a lunacy.fakesmiler@gmail.com , lunacy.fakesmiler@outlook.com). Yo tengo innumerables razones, mi vida simplemente se volvió una mierda, pero sigo siendo demasiado cobarde para suicidarme.

Supongo que ustedes sienten algo parecido, incluso algunos habrán intentado suicidarse. Pero lo que realmente me vuelve loca es pensar que todas las personas que me rodean me llaman loca. Conductas como las que padecemos son adictivas, pero, ¿por qué no juzgan a los alcohólicos, fumadores, o drogadictos? A ellos se refieren como viciosos, pero a nosotros como mentalmente enfermos, la sociedad se encarga de marcarnos de ese modo. 

Siempre dicen cosas como:

- "Está loco"

- "Es un enfermo mental"

- "Estúpido"

- "Débil"

- "Lo hace para llamar la atención"

¿Saben qué? Los locos son ellos. No escuchen NADA de lo que la sociedad diga, no dejen que sus comentarios los afecten, ustedes son más fuertes que todos ellos, ustedes realmente están luchando.

Querida sociedad, púdrete.

Con amor, 

Lunacy

Hi Guys! Again, sorry for my bad english.

As i have commented before,scars makes me curious. Sometimes (almost all the time) people think we are crazy for hurt ourselves, but they're the crazy ones who can't understand. I wonder, why do you cut? (Remember to share to me your stories to lunacy.fakesmiler@gmail.com , lunacy.fakesmiler@outlook.com). I have innumerable reasons, my life just became a shit, but i'm still really coward to suicide.

I guess you feel something simmilar, maybe some of you have tried to commit suicide. But what really makes me crazy is have to think that all the people around call me crazy. Behaviours as Self-harm are addictive, so why they don't judge alcoholics, smoking or drugs? People refers to them as vicious, but to us as mentally ill, society takes care of mark us like that.

They always says things like:

- "It's crazy"

- "Mentally ill"

- "Stupid"

- "Weak"

- "Do it for attention"

You know somethig? The crazy ones are they. Don't pay attention to ANYTHING that society says, don't leave their comments hurts you. You are stronger than they, you are really fighting.

Dear society, fuck you.

Love,

Lunacy

Lunacy

Hi!

Here you'll meet me as Lunacy.

I would like to join you in the fight against your demons.

I suffer of self harm behaviours too, i understand you. People use to talk about me as the antisocial girl who don't talk to anybody, fortunately they haven't noticed yet, although i might not hide it for much more time.

Lunacy = Mentally ill, fool, dangerous, unstable, lunatic.

It's awful when people reffers to you like that.

Here i'm going to support you, and nobody will judge you for what you do. If you wish, can send me your stories or messages to my e-mail (lunacy.fakesmiler@outlook.com) or (lunacy.fakesmiler@gmail.com). Thereby you can relieve, let on the stress and anxiety, you can trust me, and if you wish i'll publish your stories and photos in the blog.

Here we are a family.

Lunacy

In the beggining

We all have a beggining. Too many of us didn't imagine what we was going to turn in., but now there's nothing to do.

I like scars, i think are beautiful whatever their nature is, because means that the wound healed, and made you stronger.

Some people start making it for bullying, home problems, problems in love, etc... Maybe a lot of you will be upset, but this is wht i think: we are weak. We are weak to the point of have to hurt our bodies to forget the pain we feel in our hearts.

In that moment you don't think, you have sooo many things in your mind that it's like a thousand voices screaming from the depth of your soul, and it's not until you listen to reason that you notice what you've done. You make for first time and it become to an habit. With time, that habit become to an adiction, and you can't stop, it's incredible, almost as a vital need.

Lunacy

Hi Guys

I saw that many people who visites the page are from te US and Germany, so, i decided to upload the contents in english and spanish.

So, now i'll make a review of the old entries. 

This is a blog for helping people to relieve their self harm behaviours. If you are less than 18, please be careful with the content of this site. This is a blog PRO self harm, we are in favor of it. If you are in treatment for cutting, self harm, the contents of this site can impact you.

This kind of problems are not jokes, it cause damage to your body and your mind.

This site is just for people who don't want treatment, but want to relieve. Now, i invite you to feel free to say how do you feel without someone to critizice you, this will be our secret.

We all have a way to feel better, ones smoke, others drink, others read, others write, others scream, others cry... and others cut, anyone relieve as want.

I hope this site don't reach people who make this for fashion, or ones who critizice it. My purpose is offer support (not psychological) for people who suffer that conducts, not for stop it, just for keep fighting.

Infinite. Some time ago i found something interesting (but i think a lot of you alredy knew), infinite are two "S" together, that mean "Infinite Stay Strong". I like it, even the scars we can keep stong.

Well, that's it, remember, we are strong and we are constantly fighting against ourselves.

(I'm really sorry for my bad english)

Lunacy